You must not be a casualty of someone else’s dream.
At some point in your life, if you are not happy with your actuality, relationships, or health, you have to decide whether to continue your attitude and old ways, later have many regrets, or make the changes necessary to achieve your goals by starting now. Bear in mind that if you have a lot of excuses not to alter and improve your existence, that the justifications are probably well planned lies. You may just want a normal life and authenticity. Forget it. Normal left our times long ago and does not figure on returning anytime soon. Satoru